The Temptation in the Office: An Unexpected Connection

I got my first job through a small consultancy. A few weeks later, an average-looking girl joined the team. I didn't mingle with her much, as I didn't find her appealing. One fine day, she dressed up in a shirt and jeans. Accidentally, her second button opened up, and I caught a clear view of her large breasts from the side angle. From that moment, my perception of her changed. I started to focus on her but never interacted with her. Later, I found out that she knew I was watching her but never said a word. Since it was just the two of us in the office, she tried to engage with me by asking about my details and relationship status. I lied and told her I was in a relationship. Slowly, as new employees joined and old ones left, we became closer. She liked my innocence and sensed that I was eager to have a girlfriend. After a few days, she made me travel with her on the same bus after work.

We would travel in a tempo traveler/private bus, which was cheaper and faster than public transport. She used to listen to songs on my smartphone and would play with my hands or hold them tightly. One day, she allowed me to place my hand on her thigh while I was playing on my phone. Since the bus was dimly lit, I slowly dragged my hand and touched her vagina. She shouted in front of others that day, but in the following days, she gradually allowed me to touch her all over. I would press her breasts and pleasure her with my fingers during our daily commutes.

A few days later, on my birthday, she called me to her room when her friends weren't around and allowed me to sleep next to her. That was the first time I saw her breasts up close. They were well-shaped, and I played with them, kissed them, squeezed them, and as usual, I fingered her vagina while trying to approach her for sex. She pushed me away and said, "I love you, but I can't lose my virginity to you." She was in a relationship with her classmate for a few years and had dedicated her first time to him. A few days later, we continued our routine, but I eventually quit the organization and moved away from her. We remained good friends after that, but we lost touch.

I know I didn't do much, but for an introvert like me, it was a big deal. I admired her even more after knowing about her commitment to him. However, I never understood why she developed a relationship with me, and she never answered that either.